Wednesday, March 31, 2010
one of the questions was "How did you feel when you knew you were famous?" or something, and I said something along the lines of I didn't think that time had come yet, and besides it was all a bit beside the point.
But when i was in the gym today two people recognised me and gave me congratulations, and I thought: how strange.
Normally when i go to the gym I leave my things in lockers by the pool side because its unisex there and I'm frightened of going into the women's changing room.
It's as if all the anxieties and humiliations in gym at school are still focused on going in there, and I was really dismayed to be told that the poolside lockers weren't available today.
I tried to be positive, though, and look on it as an opportunity to overcome this fear, so tried my best to fix a disarming smile onto my face as I went through the door that has always frightened me.
And discovered there was nothing to be frightened of after all, because there were unisex lockers there too, and actually far more convenient ones.
And if I hadn't listened to my fear, or taken it so seriously, I could have found that out long ago.
Labels: women's changing rooms
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
A very happy night at the theatre.
New reviews, almost all favourable, seem to be springing up like mushrooms; it was a good house; before the show there was a really lovely piece by the Lyceum Youth Theatre that was inspired by Every One, and it felt like a real joy to have had anything to do with the creation of such a piece.
And then afterwards in the audience discussion someone said, with utter sincerity, that the play had made her think about her life and made her resolve to be a better person.
And I just found that so touching.
Labels: a morality play
Monday, March 29, 2010
I now have a room, and a very nice room it is too, in the Institute of Advanced Studies in the Humanities. Where I am a creative fellow.
And this entitles me to regular money, and stationery, and photocopying, and envelopes, and all that goes with being staff of a university. An ergonomically designed chair and a computer and a view over the Meadows.
And all I have to do just now is read Hume.
And then eventually write a play about him.
But it's not enough.
So I find myself in the wet garden in the grounds of Duddingston Kirk manse where every festival Theatre Alba put on a play. Doing the old exercise: mapping the theatre in my head so I know the theatre I'm writing for.
Even though the theatre is a row of chairs in a garden, and a bit of a stage, and a few lights here and there.
Charlie Nowoskielski, the director, is a really gifted man. An important director, I think, though often his own worst enemy. So fiercely independent he refuses to have anything to do with the system of arts funding and works stubborn and chronically under-resourced outside of it.
It's the same actors, more or less, who always work with him. Because they love him.
I've meant to work with him for years and somehow agreed to cut down the text of THE SEAGULL for him.
So here I am, in with the actors for my tiny share of the even tinier profit.
I haven't dared tell my agent.
And he's given me a plain and occasionally effective version that's out of copyright.
Which I'm not just cutting down.
Because I could no more do that than fly to the moon.
Instead, I have to re-imagine it.
I've given myself a fortnight, when EVERYONE is still running. So I know I'm earning something.
As a kind of holiday.
And I discover tonight that dear Chekhov gives such clear signals, and writes with such marvellous craft and humanity, that it really does feel like a holiday.
An utter pleasure and joy.
Labels: AN OPEN AIR SEAGULL
Sunday, March 28, 2010
(Actually no, now I come to think about it, the best bit was something else. But 'll keep that away from prying eyes)
This bit was really good though:
going to church at the service with formally welcomed our Metropolitan Community Church into the Augustine United Church, and our lovely minister, Maxwell Reay, as associate pastor, or something official, and the head of the United Reformed Church was there, and no end of visitors from all the other local churches, and from farther afield...
A mainstream church, a "straight" church, utterly embracing all we have stood for in terms of inclusivity and acceptance and love open to all.
Of whatever gender or sexuality.
It moved me profoundly: and reminded me, again, that those poor self-hating souls that denounced me as a "pervert" outside JESUS QUEEN OF HEAVEN (and that includes the Catholic Archbishop of Glasgow) are now a sad minority caught up a squalid blind alley.
I felt that, at least for this crucially important while, that the tide of history is flowing our way.
Which makes a welcome change.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
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Friday, March 26, 2010
But I'm tired.
I did the final revision of the script, sent it off to my agent, and to someone who might possibly translate the play into Japanese, gave each cast member a copy of the published text (Nick Hern Books) saw the show, had some lovely conversations afterwards.
And now I'm tired.
So what I have to say about reviews must wait.
And there are so many of them!
Not just the press, but the online ones, too.
It's sad that so many of the online ones mimic the worst aspect of traditional press one - written in haste, without giving themselves the time and the space to think in depth, and - worst of all - aping the ridiculous and arbitrary star rating system.
But the whole point of writing online in that it gives you the opportunity to do something different.
I stumbled across one that does:
and I would commend it.
The remarkable thing about this show, though, has been that I have received so much positive response from all kinds of different sources.
Sometimes from people writing out of the blue.
Like this one:
"Dear Jo Clifford,
I work at Samuel French's Theatre Bookshop and I read your play Every One today. I was just contacting you really to say thank you very much for writing such a great and moving play. I read the new plays when they come in because I like to know what we have in the shop but yours is the only one I have read that has provoked any kind of reaction in me or moved me so much.
I have only read the play so have not had the fortune of seeing it performed so can only imagine the staging and impact it must have.
After reading it I just felt I had to contact you, it had that much of an effect on me.
So once again, thank you "
That means more than all the five star reviews in the world.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
So in no way did I do justice to the deep fear I felt before the press night.
Fear that manifested itself in the usual rather absurd ways - trying to find cards for cast and crew, worrying I had forgotten somebody - plus another one.
A new one, and not so welcome: anxiety about what to wear.
I managed to get my hair done in the afternoon, in its way a minor triumph; but the rushing about of the previous week had left me no time or space to buy a dress. Or even a new top or skirt.
I found myself in my bedroom doing the clasic thing of trying stuff on, taking it off, throwing it on the floor.. until finally opting for something very dull that I had worn often before but which throughout the evening seemed to continually come apart at the seams.
The skirt felt too narrow so I kept almost tripping, the topkept riding up, the cardi seemed to be all over the place.
It was one of those extremely rare occasions when I regretted not being able to present myself as a man.
That would have been so much easier.
And if I look back at where the far comes from... it's like being in love.
It's the vulnerability of self exosure. And the intoxication of it too...
Labels: first night revisited
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
That is the wonderful things about theatre: that it is not a fixed entity, a dead commodity that can be bought and sold as such, but a living organism.
It's also why it has difficulty, sometimes, holding its own in a world that is totally at home buying and selling commodities.
The difference was partly in me, because I was less afraid; and partly in the actors, who I suspect were also less afraid and beginning to find their way of interacting with the audience.
This time I could see many people were listening; i could experience their attention; and I was able to receive their praise.
There was a lot of praise: and there continues to be.
And I know that what i have done, whatever its faults, is worth doing.
That seems so banal: but its worth saying.
I seem to have a new respect for my work that I am not sure I ever had before.
Labels: first night
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Usually I enjoy train journeys, but this one I loathed.
Both trains were overcrowded, lacking in facilities, chaotic in their feeling and seriously slow.
The slowness must have been in my imagination because neither was actually late: and I guess this was to do with my mounting tension.
I've never been away during production week; and while in theory this was a good idea, in the sense that I didn't sit in on rehearsals where there was nothing I could usefully do and worry, in practice it all somehow left me feeling seriously exposed and vulnerable.
It's like the feeling you get when you hand in an essay, say, or a piece of work you've invested much time and effort to get right... only worse, I think, because this play represents about a year's hard work on my part.
And the exposure of some very raw and very private parts of my self.
It was hard for the cast, too, having spent weeks and weeks performing to a blank wall, to suddenly be confronted by a crowd of people instead.
They seemed very visibly nervous, and they lost quite a few of the words sometimes.
(I've just performed "Leave to Remain" in a small meeting room in the theatre; and the last place I performed it was St John's church; and the geographical, emotional, and somehow vibrational contrast between the two venues knocked me off balance. Enough so i got some of the words wrong. Even with script in hand. So for them it would have been worse)
At the beginning, when she has to introduce herself, Kath's character asks: "What would you say?".
This was intended to be a rhetorical question; but at the preview a voice came down from the balcony: "I'm from Dundee".
Kath, bless her, said: "Well, that's not a bad idea. But you're out there and I'm up here and I think I'll just stick to the facts..." and there she was. Back in the script.
At the end of Act One the audience all looked a bit pole-axed, and I was convinced none of them would come back.
But they all did...
And at the end was applause that I felt was tepid, but which friends told me was enthusiastic. After sitting amidst a crowd of sobbing people.
I had a dreadful moment of futility: a moment when I could see all the effort I had gone into making the play right, and couldn't stop myself from wondering if it was all in the slightest worthwhile.
But that moment quickly passed.
Labels: preview night
Monday, March 22, 2010
But today i had an amazing birthday.
I suppose I want to record that.
One thing I had anticipated was getting my bus pass: which did, in fact, duly appear, and which I used, and got excited about...
But I wasn't expecting the beautiful flowers, for some reason, or the torrent of good will messages that poured into my in box.
Nor the beautifully touching letter from my brother Tony, posting a jar of moisturiser I left behind.
Birthdays have always been so hard for me.
I've thought a lot about why this should be. Because I always wanted girl's presents, secretly, and didn't dare ask for them.
Because I've a strong feeling that actually my mum and dead were truly and deeply disappointed when they discovered I was apparently a boy, though they did all they could to hide that fact and love me as deeply as they possibly could.
And so they've been very hard to celebrate.
One massive thing that has happened this year is that I have just had a play open in a beautiful theatre and be, very obviously, a big success.
The fact that somehow someone I love so deeply managed to come and see me and we had such a wonderful time together.
But all the good things have happened, I think, because I have finally learned to appreciate myself.
And so this birthday really has been a source of joyful celebration.
Labels: my birthday
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Snapshot of a week:
I travelled down to Reading to visit my brother.
Tony is a remarkable and courageous human being who struggles against a terrifying collection of illnesses and disabilities with the most astonishing positive spirit.
He does everything he canto accept me; consistently calls me 'Jo'; read an interview in the Herald which refers to me as she, as it should, with obvious interest and pride.
But to stay in his sheltered housing, and encounter the hostile looks of his housemates, and be introduced as his "brother" is a sad indication of how complex and difficult all this can be.
Hugely relieved to leave for Oxford. Where I was staying in Merton College, and the dear porters referred to me as 'madam' and were intensely helpful and I felt much more like myself again.
It was a strange sensation, as if I had blundered into a parallel universe.
I was staying in a uite of undergraduate rooms: a large bedroom, shower room en suite, and a study sitting room. The facilities were infinitely better than what I had as a Professor in QMU.
In this beautiful medieval quadrangle: but however lived there normally had a poster of the Manhattan sky line. Which is quite probably where they would rather be.
Frightened at first to go in to the hall for breakfast. It is huge, medieval, most splendid: but far too like "Big School" at Clifton College for comfort. I found yself feeling intimidated and lonely all over again.
But I rallied; people were so friendly.
Then to the Burton Taylot Studio of the Oxford Playhouse for rehearsals.
Break for lunch with Laurie Maguire, a lovely professor who has recently published a book on Helen of Trpy with most of a chapter devoted to the Helen in my FAUST.
Then the reading: it was of a translation of Gil Vicente's DON DUARDOS which I then adapted 18 years ago and which got forgotten about.
But what a good job I had done!
Lovely cast read it beautifully; uch enthusiasm; several possibilities for future production.
And old friends in the evening. What a happy time.
Miserable journey home in overcrowded rattling trains back to Edinburgh for the EVERY ONE preview.
And what happened there deserves an entry all to itself.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Masses of laughter today.
And sore legs and feet.
And the cast of "The Cherry Orchard" have just started their rehearsals. A lovely, excellent cast. One actor I am so fond of who was in "Losing Venice" and he said "You know, Jo, we may not always understand your words but they are always a pleasure to speak".
As ever, my heart warmed to it.
But i thought: "This time you will understand every word".
In the afternoon, another run through with the dancers and the children and I think, finally, this is the first time I have absolutely everything seen everything through.
So I know now that all the individual bits work.
And they all hang together properly too. It all works as a whole.
It's as if finally the last piece in my jigsaw has fallen into place. Not for them, of course. So much work awaits them between now and the opening on Saturday.
As for me, I feel intensely proud.
Labels: production week day 1
Sunday, March 14, 2010
One of the difficulties of the play, I think, is that it's my most explicit attempt to write a play exploring the 'other' dimension - that place which, by definition, has no words to describe it.
For the programme, we put in a that bit from Corinthians - that bit about love.
I have since discovered that Corinth was a port much frequented by sailors whose principal industry was brothels. So this might have something to do with St Paul's preocupation with 'love' here.
I've been re-reading Herman Hesse's "Steppenwolf" and came across this passage:
“No, it isn’t fame. It is what I call eternity. The pious call it the kingdom of God. I say to myself: all we who ask too much and have a dimension too many could not contrive to live at all if there were not another air to breathe outside the air of this world, if there were not eternity at the back of time; and this is the kingdom of truth.
The music of Mozart belongs there and the poetry of your great poets. The saints, too, belong there, who have worked wonders and suffered martyrdom and given a great example to men. But the image of every true act, of every true feeling, belongs to eternity just as much, even though no-one knows of it or sees it or hands it down to posterity. In eternity there is no posterity.
The pious know most about this. That is why they set up the saints and what they call the communion of saints. We are on our way to them all our lives long in every good deed, in every brave thought, in every love.
The communion of the saints, in earlier times it was set by painters in a golden heaven, shining, beautiful and full of peace, and it is nothing else but what I meant a moment ago when I called it eternity. It is the kingdom on the other side of time and appearances. It is there we belong. There is our home. It is that which our heart strives for.
There you will find your Goethe again and Novalis and Mozart, and I my saints, Christopher, Philip of Neri and all. There are many saints who at first were sinners. Even sin can be a way to saintliness, sin, and vice.
Ah, Harry, we have to stumble through so much dirt and humbug before we reach home. And we have no-one to guide us. Our only guide is our home-sickness”.
Herman Hesse, Steppenwolf, Penguin, 179-180.
.... which describes it very well.
And which I gave to a dear loved companion and friend today because it seemed to me to ring true to her situation, as she escapes froma state of oppression.
And then "home", I understand, matters so much towards the end of the play too.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
My daughter Katie and her boyfriend got the keys to their new flat today, and I was able to see it with them.
It's their first home together.
Such a joy to share their pride and excitement...
It made up for some disappointment I found myself feeling at missing the run today.
All my plays need an audience. They are simply not about creating a self-contained world behind a "fourth wall".
They're conversations with, inter-actions with, their audiences.
And this one much more even than most.
After weeks and weeks of addressing a blank wall, the actors finally had an audience in the form of the dancers of act two.
A lovely message from Mark indicated this made a huge difference.
And yes, I knew it would, and I always try to allow for that, but it's still a joy to see it happen.
I have to contain my impatience.
Labels: week 4: saturday
Friday, March 12, 2010
One of the strangest things about being a playwright is that my involvement in the play decreases just as the actors' involvement increases.
Its true that the script seems as if etched into my brain, and I find page after page of it as if unscrolling in my memory: but that apart, i woke this morning to find myself focusing on the next three projects.
Before going down to meet a lovely drama studnt who wanted to interview me about her new project. "The Penis Monologues".
And then i wandered round Hoxton, which is the strangest mixture of urban decay and utter sophistication, before heading off to the Canal Museum, amateurish but endearing, and terribly English in a gentle sort of way. After that it was amazing portait heads from Ife in the British Museum; the most esquisite re-enactment of the Japanes tea ceremony; gorgeous figurines from the Cyclades; a cup of China white tea; and to end it all, a wonderful supper in the most vibrant and friendly multi-cultural bar in Brixton.
And I am amazed and delighted at the variety and scope of cultural activity available in this city.
Labels: week four: friday
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Now I've left rehearsals altogether...and feel a bit naked, somehow.
In London to speak at a public meeting organised by Amnesty on religious fundamentalism and freedom of expression.
I was nervous before hand. I'd forgotten how unpleasant a physical sensation fear is.
but it went well, as these things do, because I sem to find speaking in public easier and easier.
I feel confident, wholly present, relaxed, I can even crack jokes...
and I look at myself in some wonder and think: how can this be?
But how wonderful that it is...
Labels: week 4: thursday
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
In one sense I really have very little to do in rehearsals any more.
Sometime I add or remove a word. Today, I think, I also consented that a fullstop be replaced by a question mark.
But that doesn't make it any easier to be there.
The actors are suffering just now because they're not yet completely on top of their lines.
Now this really has nothing to do with me: but i can't stop myself feeling responsible.
Just as I worry about whether the play will be a success for the theatre or not.
Or the effect it will have on the audience who come.
I could get really absurd about all this, as if I have to support the whole theatre like Atlas on my shoulders.
And I can forget how much we all laugh sometimes; or the fierce joy involved in the collective creation of something worthwhile.
And afterwords I have to say I had to force myself a bit to a training session of volunteers for CRUSE, the bereavement counselling charity, where I was due to be speaking.
A CRUSE counsellor helped me hugely after Susie's death; and it was good to pay a little of that back.
Also it was such a pleasure to be in the company of such dedicated and caring people.
I staggered back, still weary, but pleased that i did that.
Labels: week 4: thursday
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Cast are getting somewhat wobbly from spending so long on their feet talking to a blank wall. In spite of which they keep discovering in ways I find utterly fascinating... I still tweak words from time to time. Brief session with the Youth group, which was a real pleasure: they are devising a piece related to my play which they perform the week after it opens. And then to a public discussion organised by the Middle Eastern Festival of Spirituality and Peacein St John's church. A bit to my dismay, I found myself getting quite aggressive with one questioner. And incoherent with another. David Greig spoke of his experience bring his play "Damascus" to Damascus.
I am a bit ashamed to record that what i remember was a really pleasant walk with him all the way back along Princes' St to Waverley Station, and then home. I am so fond of him. If also a bit jealous: for having the chance to explore all the darkness of PETER PAN without simultaneously having to make it a jolly Christmas show.
And he said a lovely thing about a remark I made about theatre being a kind of gym for empathy.
But the real thing I remember is that I could walk all the way back from St John's church without my knees getting sore.
Labels: week four tuesday
Monday, March 08, 2010
An extraordinary happy day.
It seems so important to me to deny this myth that the best creativity coms from suffering. I think it comes from pleasure and joy.
A lot of that about in the rehearsal room. And a lot of laughter.
And at lunch I had a really pleasant interview with the Glasgow Herald; and then had my eyebrows done; and then in the evening took part in a discussion at the National Library of Scotland about the Traverse in general and the 1985 season in particular.
What surprised and delighted me was that the lecture hall was full..
And a lovely dinner afterwards. I used to read about literary events, and would wish I was there to attend them too, and then always a bit disappointed with the writers I actually met. Because mostly we seemed to whinge about money.
But tonight, with Joyce McMillan, and Peter Arnott, and David Harrower, and Chris Hannan, it was such sheer pleasure.
And perhaps the best bit was to be with Chris, and Peter: the three of us, survivors of that 1985 season. Still creating, still in good shape, and still capable of such happiness.
Labels: week 4: monday
Sunday, March 07, 2010
This was the day I thought yesterday was going to be.
After church, i went to the railway station to have some photos taken in a photobooth.
To get my bus pass.
It never ceases to astonish me, now, that when I have a photo taken I like and recognise the face I see.
Which I never used to be able to do.
And then back home, I assemble all I need for the form, and finally fill in the Gender Recognition form and assemble all the bits it needs...
Fire off letters to the artistic directors I know in Scotland and England to see if they'll come to see EVERY ONE...
and that is something else I never used to be able to do.
And then it's the ironing.
EVERY ONE is rather full of ironing. Partly in response to all the ironing in that horrible LOOK BACK IN ANGER...
Saturday, March 06, 2010
Today was the quiet day I have been longing for all week.
The day to get the jobs done that need doing, but which there hasn't been time for.
The day to be quiet and enjoy the world.
Of course, it didn't quite work out like that.
All the tiredness I have been suppressing rose to the surface.
And I found myself missing the person I love.
My mother-in-law gave me gingerbread today. It's a new cake every Saturday. It is important I evaluate it.
I praised it, as it deserved. The recipe was from Women's Weekly, and she remembered a time when she gave it to Granny Morphew. A formidable and scarey lady: who said it was the best gingerbread she had ever tasted.
And that was sixty years ago.
Then in the afternoon I found myself being interviewed down the phone by a Blogger from Liberalconspiracu.com in preparation for the Amnesty event I am speaking at on thursday.
.. and which for some reason I find impossible to visualise.
I am speaking in public at some event or another every night this coming week; and I can see them in my mind's eye very clearly.
But not tis one.
Perhaps because it is in London: and London is such a foreign country.
Labels: week three: saturday
Friday, March 05, 2010
A lot of tears, in fact.
The show makes me cry in a way that at times makes me question my usefulness in rehearsals: I cry because it touches my grief.
And my grief is still very raw... so perhaps this is not reliable.
I'm trying to find a way of expressing the certain detachment that is necessary to judge the effect of the script.
You need to be detached: but at the same time profoundly passionate.
The whole thing is a puzzle: one I feel just now too tired to even attempt to unravel.
Even though its only twenty to nine.
But then there are the drama on stage; and another, really very wonderful drama unfolding offstage.
And today i saw the whole show for the very first time: the production is moving in the right direction.
And the script, as far as I can tell, is absolutely fine.
I need to accept that for now my work is over.
And I can rest.
Labels: week 3: friday
Thursday, March 04, 2010
An amazing and intense day.
i don't recall ever witnessing rehearsals of such an emotionally charged play.
When i am not crying, i am looking at this with amazed astonishment.
Who wrote this?
Apparently I did.
And then having my brain picked by a lady at over lunch who wanted my advice about a certain city in Northern Spain's bid to be European Capital of Culture of 2016.
And having to leave rehearsals, suddenly, to meet someone I desperately needed to meet.
And am so glad I did.
And then preparing for the coming of most of the actors, and Becca, and a few friends beside to gather today and listen to LA PRINCESSE DE CLEVES, which we did, and it was so lovely to hear it in company.
And now, if I can, I really must sleep.
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
I spent most of the morning with my mother-in-law.
She had a couple of hospital appointments, and I went with her. The western General is a bewildering kind of place, and it's good to help her through it.
She has a love of life and an admirable courage in the face of death... and I have told her I cannot go on living as a man. That I am not John any more.
But she also has an ability not to look at aspects of life that disturb her, and because she is 85 and pretty frail and certainly vulnerable I am reluctant to challenge her.
But tn she insists on calling me John and thinking of me as her son-in-law.
And this, in a public space, causes me intense discomfort.
It's a problem I can't yet resolve; and after hours of it, it's a great relief to be out of it, and my own dear real self, and in rehearsal again.
And especially today: yesterday's crises seem to be over and I can look and listen to the text and know it is OK.
I can relax about it.
Or at least Act One.
Labels: week 3 day 3
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
Just home from dancing.
So wonderful to be wordless in a loving atmosphere after a day secretly fretting over words. Commas even.
I feel for the actors. So exposed up there.
In a place that will demand their utmost powers of presence and of concentration.
I have to keep suppressing my desires to make it easier for them... because to do o would, I know, weaken the play.
And when they get past all their concerns and worries and their sense of strangeness at what they are called on to do, and their anxieties about learning the words.... what comes out is so powerful...
I had to sit to the side late this afternoon: sitting in front of them felt like being exposed to some kind of emotional hurricane.
Also thinking of the spectator at LEAVE TO REMAIN last night who, like me, had had to take care of their partner as they died from a brain tumour.
The intensity of the suffering that involves is so exceptional: and i was so glad to be there to be able to tell her, not just with words, but with my whole presence, that we can recover.
And "learn to love and live joyfully again".
As it says in the script: and which I can now perform, not just as a pious hope, but as something which I know to be true.
Labels: Week 3: Tuesday
Monday, March 01, 2010
First thing: check proofs of EVERY ONE for Nick Hern Books, the publisher. Compile and send brief biog.
Second thing: Queue in post office to post said proofs to arrive tomorrow.
Third thing: Arrive at rehearsals. Spend lunch break starting to write programme note for Lyceum production.
Fourth thing: In rehearsals. Reluctantly face the fact that a rewrite I wrote of a speech in act one that was causing trouble has still not solved problem.
Fifth thing: Spend tea break rewriting the rewrite.
Sixth thing: pray rewritten rewrite will work better. It may do: but the jury is out.
Seventh thing: brief supper.
Eighth: rest flat out on church floor.
Ninth: set up for LEAVE TO REMAIN.
Tenth: perform LEAVE TO REMAIN in church. (Weirdly: this may be one of the best performances so far)
Eleventh: Co lead the discussion afterwards.
Twelfth: Put the chairs back in the Lady Chapel.
Thirteenth: Drink a dubious cocktail called Weeping Figs with the others to celebrate.We did a box office split with the church: 60% to us, 40% to them.
Which probably means that most of what I earned got spent on the cocktail. And then the taxi home.
But I am glad we did it.
And proud. Proud of what we have done.
Labels: Monday of week 3
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