Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Day ten
It was a death scene today.
It was difficult stay calm and detached and make sure the writing was right because today is the fifth anniversary of Susie's death.
And at the lunch break as i was walking to the sandwich shop I found myself wondering: "How do i write like this? Where does it all come from?". And then later on in the afternoon i was trying to clarify something by describing the process of the deaths I have witnessed... so i suppose that is the answer.
And then tonight, in the midst of some serious exhaustion, i still managed to have a meeting with a solicitor to witness the Solemn Declaration which is part of my application for Gender Recognition.
So new life is still beginning.
It was a death scene today.
It was difficult stay calm and detached and make sure the writing was right because today is the fifth anniversary of Susie's death.
And at the lunch break as i was walking to the sandwich shop I found myself wondering: "How do i write like this? Where does it all come from?". And then later on in the afternoon i was trying to clarify something by describing the process of the deaths I have witnessed... so i suppose that is the answer.
And then tonight, in the midst of some serious exhaustion, i still managed to have a meeting with a solicitor to witness the Solemn Declaration which is part of my application for Gender Recognition.
So new life is still beginning.
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